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Sep. 5th, 2013 | 05:13 pm

And boy has it been one hell of a summer. Thus far:

Death of grandmother
Death of boyfriend’s best friend’s 14-year-old son in freak accident (he literally fell off a cliff)
Death of amplifier at the beginning of a show, which was a relief because it was #3 and I could stop worrying about who else was going to go.
Death of relationship (technically we are “on a break” because I’d like to date someone with feelings that are expressed outwardly and he would like to date someone calmer than me and also more spontaneous)
Death of my ability to say things are all right when they are not. Hurray, anti-depressants!

What I’m taking away:

June, July and August are performing months, not writing months. I can get a little bit done here and there, but it’s my peak show season, the schedule is very irregular, and I’m a writer who thrives on structured time (see above, re: spontaneity).

Mercifully, anti-depressants do not put me in an uncreative haze; nor am I less emotionally sensitive (still crying at Hallmark commercials and the kindness of strangers). But I’ve stopped wanting to walk into traffic or drive my car into a tree.

What’s coming up:

After noticing that my friends who are successful writers spend a lot more time submitting than I do, I’ve partnered with a writing friend to spend September polishing our existing pieces and October submitting work.

The first step was organizing all my documents into folders where I can find the pieces I want to polish and send. There is now a Writing folder on my desktop, with subfolders by genre and whether the work is in-progress or done. The hope is that pieces will flow from the In-Progress folder to the Done folder to the Published folder. Just like that!

Right now:

I’m vacationing in beautiful southern Ontario, staying with lovely writing friends and resting a lot. I’m also starting to get excited about getting more organized for writing and submissions next month! My performing and teaching in the next three months will follow a set schedule, so I’m going to carve out writing time every day.

Did not win the Gulf Coast Literary Magazine contest, in any of the three categories I entered. Better luck next time!

A new CBC Radio show, Intersections (I'm at the beginning of Episode 9), picked me up for a segment on using race-based humor as a white comedian. Let the record show that, despite my sensitive interview, I totally bombed a race-based joke last weekend. Fortunately, the black family in the front row let me apologize after the show.

Ever thought about just going somewhere to write? Res Artis has comprehensive lists of writing and artist retreats. Some you pay for, some pay you, some are free but you get yourself there. Browse around and see if one is right for you!

Actually, this is what I got done in June, July and August.

 - Short essay, “The Break-Up Scene” submitted to Triquarterly.
 - "Ladies Carriage, Second Class" to Railonama, a cool contest for writing related to travel on Indian Railways.
 - Emailed the Front Street Writers in Traverse City, Michigan, to find out how to apply as a writer-in-residence.

And the one I’ll break down, Hedgebrook, a residency outside Seattle for women writers.

I was so productive at Writer Camp, I’d like to have that experience again. Gently structured time, beautiful setting, fellow writers to have dinner with and check in on work.

Online application through Slideroom.

Basic data and essay questions. I worked on it on and off for about two weeks, writing down notes about my answers, thinking about them, and then writing them out. I sent my essays to three writer friends before submitting. Interestingly, one declined to give feedback because she’s applying for the same thing, so I wished her well!


The Paris Review’s Windows on the World series. Flash essays by world writers on what they see out the window from their writing place. Lovely to read, and a good prompt!

Do bad things really come in threes?

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from: kathrynrose
date: Sep. 5th, 2013 11:04 pm (UTC)

Look! A post! :)

Yay for summer coming to an end!

::pom poms::

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from: comedychick
date: Sep. 6th, 2013 01:50 am (UTC)

If your relationship is on a break, does that mean you won't be in South Africa in December? I was going to see about giving you the dates I'm in Cape Town.

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from: ellakite
date: Sep. 6th, 2013 02:37 pm (UTC)

I'm sorry you've had such ups-and-downs lately. I hope things calm down for you soon.

I personally believe that the whole idea of bad things happening in threes is superstitious nonsense... but I have no way of proving it.

My experiences with anti-depressants are very much of a mixed bag - they never clouded my thinking but I always experienced other side effects,  ranging from muscle tremors to impotence. It took a while for my doctor to find the right medication for me... but I'm very glad I took the effort.

Be well.  Please?

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The Coalition For Disturbing Metaphors

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from: halfshellvenus
date: Sep. 6th, 2013 07:29 pm (UTC)

:( Well, this explains why you've been so quiet this summer. I'm sorry there have been so many unhappy events and some depressive malaise, too. I'm glad you're feeling better, AND that you've figured out just how far you can stretch yourself during the heavy performance months. That will help keep you from feeling buried the next time around.

I loved this thought, from the Windows on the World series, re: an apple tree in a hostile climate:

I would plant it like a flower, not really expect it to grow, and hope for a miracle.

And why not? It has worked in that very garden before.

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from: jensi08
date: Sep. 6th, 2013 07:47 pm (UTC)

I'm sorry for your loss...and the loss of the 14 year old. Wow. So tragic!! I'm kind of sorry about your break with your fella but those are also good at the same time.
Yay meds!! I wouldn't be alive today if I wasn't on something to even me out. The inner voices certainly would have won and it's a good move on your part.

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from: caile
date: Sep. 7th, 2013 03:16 am (UTC)

Good to hear from you! But sorry to hear of your losses.

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from: drwex
date: Sep. 10th, 2013 03:26 pm (UTC)

I'm glad to have news of what's going on, though I'm sorry the news is not better. No, bad things do not really come in threes (though I suspect you know that).

Good luck with getting back into the writing ways that work for you.

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